Tuesday, May 19, 2009

My pledge to myself!

Man! Savannah has had poison ivy for a week, it's finally going away after getting a round of steroids. Chase. Oh, my sweet Chase! We had to lower his crib, he was trying to climb out! It just don't seem fair that he is pulling himself up on things yet. Today he pulled himself up on the tv stand, and pulled everything down, giggling the whole time lol! It was too cute to make him stop.

Last night we got to go see an advanced screening of Terminator Salvation! It was AMAZING! I loved it, the only part that was kinda blah- computer generated Arnold! But hey, I get it, he's Governor, right?! No cameos for him! It made my list of top 15 movies, and I love movies, so that's saying a lot!

I was thinking this morning, while I was taking a shower (hey, that's the only place I can think uninterrupted!) that life is just going too fast for me! I think I need to try to appreciate things more. My daughters 4 years on Earth have flown by entirely way to fast, and nobody even asked my permission!

When I was a teenager I lived by the phrase "Carpe Diem" it means seize the day. I'm GOING to start living like that again. I'm going to take TOO MANY pictures, and laugh TOO MUCH!! I am going to live my life instead of just doing it. Make any sense? It just seems like I've been going through the motions and not really checking in, I don't like that, and I'm not sure why it's happened.

I don't want to get old, and I'm only 26, so I probably don't have to worry about this for at least a few more years lol, but I do not want my kids to have the "old" parents. Or the parents that are so boring they would rather hang out at school than be home!

So, as of today I'm starting my journey, hopefully my husband likes the "new" me lol!
If you've made it this far, thanks for reading!!!

1 comment:

Dennis the Vizsla said...

A computer-generated Arnold? Can we get him to run California for us?